Once
upon a time it was my ritual to fast on Wednesdays. Instead of bringing a lunch
to work I would simply bring a book to the lunchroom and read. Soon, however,
my behaviors began to be noticed by my co-workers who wondered at my
abstinence. They questioned me in spite of my intentions to keep my fasting
unnoticed. Of course, I responded truthfully. My answer though was met most
often with confusion and sometimes admonishment (I’m a thinner guy and they
feared for my physical well-being). Week after week they would comment on my
choice, not in a mean-spirited way, but rather with incredulity. They seemed
somewhat unable to comprehend why I would voluntarily abstain from food. The
fact was, I couldn’t really explain it myself either. I lacked the language to
form a comprehensive answer.
I
had taken fasting for granted (not that I actually did it that often). It was
something I just inherently understood at least in theory. It was what “good”
Christians did (or were supposed to do). The concept of fasting is so
ubiquitous in Scripture that it can almost seem an abstract notion that is
never fully addressed or expounded upon. Most of the attention given to it is
either matter-of-fact mentions:
“While
they were worshiping the Lord and fasting,” Acts 13:2
or warnings about abuses:
“’Why
have we fasted,’ they say, ‘and you have not seen it? Why have we humbled
ourselves, and you have not noticed?’ Yet on the day of your fasting, you do as
you please and exploit all your workers. Your fasting ends in quarreling and
strife, and in striking each other with wicked fists. You cannot fast as you do
today and expect your voice to be heard on high.” Isaiah 58:3,4
Generally,
Scripture seems to use fasting in six primary contexts: seeking wisdom,
mourning, worship, repentance, commissioning, and preparation. Fasting though
is always seen as a further expression of these purposes and not a purpose in
itself. Fasting, as a practice, seems to be something like a punctuation mark.
If you are asking the Lord for something in prayer --- you fast. If you are
mourning a great loss --- you fast. It is never seen as some way to blackmail
or manipulate the Lord into something. David’s prayer and fasting for his
critically ill son (who later dies) proves a good example of this.
How
are we then to think of habitual fasting, something that we build into our
lives and participate in regularly? For Jesus clearly assumed that His
followers would fast:
“When you fast, do not look somber as
the hypocrites do, for they disfigure their faces to show others they are
fasting. Truly I tell you, they have received their reward in full.” Matthew 6:16
[emphasis mine]
[It
must be noted here that Jesus’ assumptions about his follower’s disciplines
(fasting, prayer, loving others, tithing) seem to be that they would be
motivated by devotion and not by mere ritual alone.]
What
attitude should we take as we attempt to make the discipline normative to our
experience? How do we communicate it to others?
I
recently found an interesting analogy from an unlikely source. While reading
the book of Leviticus I endeavored to understand better the types of sacrifices
outlined in the Law of Moses. In doing so, I came across the Peace Offering. In
contrast to what its name might imply, the Peace Offering was not a means of
making peace with the Lord or appeasing for some disobedience. It was not a way
to make up for some mistake or misdeed. It was not buying flowers for an upset
spouse.
“And
this is the law of the sacrifice of peace offerings that one may offer to the Lord. If he offers it
for a thanksgiving, then he shall offer with the thanksgiving sacrifice
unleavened loaves mixed with oil, unleavened wafers smeared with oil, and loaves
of fine flour well mixed with oil. With the sacrifice of his peace offerings
for thanksgiving he shall bring his offering with loaves of leavened bread.” Leviticus 7:11-13
[emphasis mine]
Rather,
the peace offering was a voluntary sacrifice offered to God. Unlike burnt
offerings, grain offerings, sin offerings, or guilt offerings, the peace
offering was not mandatory. It was designed to be a heartfelt sacrifice out of
abundance or thanksgiving to the Lord. It was offered in three circumstances:
1) giving thanks to God 2) alongside a fulfilled vow or 3) offering God
thanksgiving for some deliverance. With all of the multitudes of situations and
sins in which the people of Israel were obligated to offer sacrifice to the
Lord through the Law, this was one way in which they could give back out of the
overflow of their own hearts. Now I’m sure that, at times, the peace offering
was abused and instead of being a heartfelt offering it became a way for the
wealthy to show how wealthy they truly were (they could afford to offer out of
their abundance after all). Judging by the admonishments of the prophets and
eventual condemnation of the nation I would bet on it. Still, this offering
provided an avenue for the people of the Lord to voluntarily offer their
thanksgivings and to show that the Lord has always been a God of grace. It was
a kind of natural overflow of blessings, lavishly given and flowing back to the
Giver.
With
all this in mind, how do we view or explain the discipline of fasting? As with the
Peace Offering, fasting establishes that we are willingly submitting our will
to the Lord not out of guilt or some obligation. When we choose to abstain from
something, food or otherwise, we are telling the Lord that He is enough for us,
that He is what matters most to us. As the Peace Offering allowed the
opportunity for the worshipper to voluntarily give, fasting offers the chance
to offer our meager frames, so fleeting, fragile, and wavering, back to the
Lord. Though our act of sacrifice is laughable compared to that of Christ, I
believe the Lord honors the effort and intention just as Jesus honored the
widow who give to the temple out of her poverty. So, we too give out of our
poverty. There are of course, many times in which we fast out of desperation
whether in mourning, repentance, or out of some other deep need. ‘Ordinary’
fasting forces us to ruminate on the act of putting Christ first in our lives.
It is more than routine. It is more than even the act of abstaining. It is
offering our very selves back to our Creator and Father. In this, we “present
our bodies as a living sacrifice, holy and acceptable to God, which is [our]
spiritual worship.” (Romans 12:1)
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