Monday, April 17, 2017

Resurrection Day (Easter Sunday)

Sorrow always
lingers
in darkened places.
Sins flourish
in the shadow of the night.
Bread gone stale.
The wine exhausted.
Tears dried.
At the weakest, morning breaks,
furiously,
dispelling shadow.
Into prison
Freedom brought.
Guilt transmuted.
Shame extinguished
Hopelessness vanished
in the glory of the Son.
Life redirected.
Guilt rescinded.

Hope resurrected.

Sunday, April 16, 2017

Where Will You Sleep? (Holy Saturday)

Where will you sleep
when the world has fallen
upon the stony ground
to crack, to break,
to shatter on the earth?
When darkness, the day has won
and regrets stalk
the barren, lonely wastes
where, now, will you reside?
In Potter’s fields?
Or recline on couches?
As sleep’s embrace claims night
will your spirit
linger here or walk upon
the waves? Or tread the rocks
and thorny expanse?
As dreamers dream and
mourner’s weep; as soldier’s tread
the graves of men
will you grieve the labor’s lost
Or wait upon the end?
Too real the blood,
Too soon the tears have fled,
Too true the accusations.
What now to hope?
What promise now to cling
in sleepless hours of that

desperate day?

Saturday, April 15, 2017

Blood Red (Good Friday)

Blood red
The abdication washed from Pilate’s hands
Self-absolution.

Blood red
The guilt taken by fearful men
Unmoving and unmoved.

Blood red
The bloated corpse of self-seeking pride
Falling forth to feed the earth.

Blood red
Eyes, exhausted of tears
Of mothers and friends.

Blood red
The guilty hands of friend and foe
Seeking each his sordid gain.

Blood red
The battered brow assaulted by thorns
Twisted by the duty-bound in wanton pleasure.

Blood red
A saturated cross weighty beyond bear
Mingled with the dust of holy streets.

Blood red
The inexorable stains in darkness visible;
The outline of a righteous man.

Blood red
Soiling the snowy coat

Of the only spotless lamb.

Thursday, April 13, 2017

God Strike the Weary Eyes (Maundy Thursday)

God strike the weary eyes,
Twin vessels of selfishness;
Grand prismatic pools;
Self-seeking, ever
To a fault
--- to the death.

Lord forbear these quaking bones,
These skeleton limbs
Entwined by creeping vines
Of desire
And preservation.
 Hear the fire crackling.
Smell the smoke rising,
Kindled to consume the chaff.

God pardon filthy hands,
So apt to ply the trade of hate
Or pay the sordid price of pride.
Strike the sword that strikes the heart
Of a fellow man,
Out of fear,
Despair,
Or misguided dreams.

Remove, O Lord, these tortured ears
Which perceive morning’s sorrowful refrain
Echoing beneath the din
Of every voice,
Every cry,
Every year.

God forgive this wretched soul
That is not pure
That is not good
That does not seek
Anything but its own twisted will.
Lord tear away this heart of stone
This hardened coal
That is not true
That is not kind
That does not love the least,

The enemies, or neighbors.

Monday, April 3, 2017

muffled footsteps on damp pavement

muffled footsteps on damp pavement,
air thick with burgeoning storm
a rising chorus cuts the night---
peepers, in spring oratorio.
distant headlights,
a brief chill.
the blocks wear on
in dull succession;
soles worn thin chasing midnight.

Friday, March 31, 2017

Woodlawn Cemetery

If you drive east on Huron River Drive from Whitaker road in Ypsilanti Township your eye will naturally be drawn to the left where glimpses of Ford Lake appear as shimmering gems between the trees. You’ll pass the Army National Guard Office and the 14B District Court where geese graze lazily on the lawn before the still pond. If you drive far enough you’ll pass the expansive Ford Lake Park with its fence line border and ballfields. However, about a mile between the two you’ll pass Woodlawn Cemetery. It’s a blink-an-you’ll-miss-it six foot opening in the roadside shrubbery. A large tree has fallen nearby recently, further obscuring the entry. In fact, the only reason you’d see it at all is a wooden sign inscribed with the name placed at the bottlenecked entrance of an otherwise empty field. Beyond that sign, the cemetery is a roadside curiosity even to those who live nearby. With no parking close it is not easy to visit. More than that, what marks this site as odd is what it lacks--- any visible graves, or anything else that would indicate that bodies were interred within. The wooden cross which was once posted in the center of the field has long since disappeared. Because of all this, Woodlawn cemetery remains a mystery; an afterthought; its sign a roadside blur to the commuters who pass by it each and every day.

 Woodlawn, though, has a vivid history and a tale that deserves to be remembered.  

It begins in the midst of WWII. Though they served to swell the ranks of the armed forces as the United States made its appearance on the battlefields of Europe and the Pacific, black Americans faced the same challenges at home as they always had. Many, enticed by the promise of jobs in the auto industry, moved north to cities like Detroit and Flint. Many also came to Ypsilanti. In the so-called ‘progressive’ north, they faced many of the same restrictions that they had fled. Housing restrictions in Ypsilanti forced most blacks to the southern extremes of the city. Some neighborhoods had official, codified housing codes that prevented ‘objectionable’ races from moving in while others had to rely on bank loan rejections to keep their neighborhoods unified.

Into this, Garther Roberson Sr., the pastor of Second Baptist Church on South Hamilton Street, sought to create a safe place for his parishioners to be interred. His son was later quoted as saying that his father wanted a place “where people of color could have a decent and dignified burial.” To this end, Roberson bought a parcel of land close to Huron River drive in 1945 to be the final resting place for his parishioners.  Records from this time are sketchy but in 1955 Roberson himself died and was buried at the center of the cemetery. Ownership of the cemetery passed to Estella Roberson and Mrs. Booker Rhonenee who quickly declared bankruptcy. In the confusion, the Woodlawn Cemetery Association failed to file the proper paperwork and no money was left for its care. The last burial is thought to have taken place in 1965 but the records were lost in a fire. To this day, the land sits in limbo with the township, which, for its part, has the field mowed several times a year.

It is estimated that approximately 150 bodies were buried at Woodlawn, though the last cemetery reading in 1981 found 76 only names. Today, there are only 21 visible grave markers and most of these are recent replacements of the last decade or so. The remaining markers have been swallowed by the hungry earth and their monuments to Ypsilanti’s former residents lost to human recollection. As a testament to the site’s history, a local Boy Scout erected the cemetery’s sign as part of an Eagle Scout project some years back.

Spurred on by my newfound knowledge of this historic site, I visited Woodlawn just before dusk one March evening. The light was fading behind the stand of trees to the west and I worried about the visibility as I parked my car on a nearby dirt road. My first observation is that someone had been out using the park, as there were a couple of old Frisbees and a partially chewed dog bone--- probably a neighbor and their dog on a sunny day. At first I was struck at the impropriety of the act but later came to see the usage somewhat of a testament to the truth that we are but dust and to dust we will return. A casual glance would have not have separated the cemetery from a typical woodlot but a closer look yielded a field full of slight to moderate depressions which, after a recent rain, had become tiny, grassy pools. Each of these depressions marked the site of a grave. Most of the stones have disappeared, broken apart or grown over by the earth. The newer, replaced grave markers stand out among the dead hillocks of last summer’s grasses. I am able to locate Rev. Roberson’s grave as well as his wife, Estella’s. I feel as if I have found someone I know at a crowded party.

I am always struck with a sense of holiness as I tread the ground where bodies have been buried. Perhaps it is a morbid curiosity with the inevitability of my own mortality or perhaps I seek in some way to honor lives just as precious as my own who have gone before. I want people to know about Woodlawn because it deserves to be known. We honor sites like Woodlawn not because the residents interred there were better than, or something other than us, but because they are us, men and women created in the image of their Creator, uniquely imbued with dignity, personalities, hopes, fears, and dreams. We remember their struggles because we too have known hardship and we know in whom our hope is found. We show honor to the lives that were; to the souls that still are, not because they are due worship in and of themselves but because they reflected in some small way the glory of their Creator.

We are slight and passing things. The psalmist remarks that “our days may come to seventy years, or eighty, if our strength endures; yet the best of them are but trouble and sorrow, for they quickly pass, and we fly away!” Even the most exalted of us will be forgotten within a few generations. Our most intricate contributions will be lost in the annals of history. In truth, we do--- so quickly--- fly away. Yet one truth we can learn as we view Woodlawn or places like it is what to do with the days we are given. “Satisfy us in the morning with your unfailing love,” the psalmist continues, “that we may sing for joy and be glad all of our days. Make us glad for as many days as you have afflicted us, for as many years as we have seen trouble. May your deeds be shown to your servants, your splendor to their children.”

Thanks to:
-          Laura Bien who wrote an incredible informative piece in 2013 for the Ann Arbor Chronicle.
-          The Genealogical Society of Washtenaw County

-          YpsiHistor.blogspot.com

Thursday, March 30, 2017

The Arrogance of Hopelessness

Being in a room with junior high girls is kind of like being in the midst of a hurricane. Words are flying all around. There are grating high-pitched noises. You lose your sense of direction. I sat nestled between the folds of a beanbag chair taking in the chaos, watching conversation ping-pong from topic to topic in spectacular fashion. Somehow, a discussion of denominational differences became a critique of the new Beauty and the Beast and further morphed into an exploration of the trans-mutative properties of Disney magic (okay, I may have contributed to the last one myself). Yet when the question was asked: ‘Why do you attend church?’ the room fell deathly silent. For the next forty minutest the discussion limped along dragging behind it the corpse of a Sunday school lesson. With each painful moment I fell further and further into despairing concern. Where was the personal saving faith? Where was the depth of knowledge? Where were the evidences of regeneration?

I have, over time, found that I tend to fall into despair when I perceive (rightly or not) a lack of faith or a disregard for the Lord in others. I get irrationally affected by reading the news. I grieve over the weaknesses of others. Yet as admirable as these attributes might sound, they are largely based not on righteousness but rather on arrogance.

It bases opinions on something we cannot know

We are limited. We are limited both in that we cannot know the innermost thoughts of another’s mind AND in that we are so self-focused that we fail to notice even the most rudimentary cues in those who surround us. Since we are so woefully incapable of discerning the thoughts of another, why do we assume that we will be best suited to judging the condition of their heart? As disconcerting as it might seem, we must admit that only the Lord is capable and worthy to judge the heart of another. We can, and should, discern and correct sin (in the context of relationship) in the lives of believers, but hopelessness steals the place that only the Lord should occupy as it attempts to rightly understand the thoughts and motivations of another.

It assumes that we are somehow morally or theologically superior to others.

Implicit in the idea of hopelessness with other humans is the conceit that we are somehow morally or theologically superior to those we deem as lost or derelict. When we assume that what we immediately observe (with our flawed human senses) is the final verdict on another’s spiritual condition we imply that we understand or apply better the Word of God and how the Spirit is working in their life. While we may very well actually be more mature or more knowledgeable or even more practiced in our faith, we tread dangerously close to the position of the prideful Pharisee in Jesus’ parable who prayed: “God, I thank you that I am not like other people: swindlers, unjust, adulterers, or even like this tax collector. I fast twice a week; I pay tithes of all that I get.”

 While our path to arrogance may not be this obvious, we subtly ease ourselves closer by cloaking it in righteous indignation or, in the worst cases, supposed concern over the state of others. The truth is, even those who hold positions of spiritual authority (elders, pastors, lay leaders, parents) need to lead from the position of the tax collector who pleaded with the Lord: “God, be merciful to me, the sinner!”

Our desire to help others should come in the form of one unworthy steward, gifted by grace, helping another along the path for we know that “all have sinned and fall short of the glory of God” and that “there is none righteous, not oven one.”

It attempts to limit the power of an omnipotent God.

Lastly and perhaps most importantly, hopelessness, of any strain, attempts to limit the power of an omnipotent God. In our despairing over the depravity of the lost or in the waywardness of youth our shallow faith attempts to put limits upon what the Lord is able to accomplish in the hearts of those He chooses. Where we, in our bleak expectations, view the cold or unmoved soul as a lost cause or as a guilty party, the Lord sees an opportunity to display His glory either through his grace or regretfully, through His wrath. His power is not limited by the sinfulness of men. The miracle-inducing God can do whatever He wants. He can warm the coldest heart. He can fan the flame of devotion in the life of the most flippant teen. To assume that our assessment of an individual’s current condition (knowing too, that our assessments are flawed) is indicative of their final spiritual state is arrogant and ignorant. All believers can look back at a time in our own lives in which we were wayward, childish, unrepentant, and caked in our depravity and yet the Lord chose to move to convict even the most unrighteous of us.

Another thing to consider that I have learned (and must learn over and over) is that the Lord works at different times in the lives of others. Especially within the rhythm of education, it is easy to assume the path of spiritual grown rises in a linear fashion as we progress in school. We falsely assume that just as a junior would know more about composition than a freshman, that he would also be more obedient to the Lord than his younger peer. We need only to look at our own lives to see the falsity of that line of reasoning. We can hope, we can lead, and we can pray that our youth would progress in such a clean and orderly ascent of obedience but we know too that the Lord reaches out to His people at ALL ages, to the young and the old alike.


Ours is a God of power. Any attempt we make to limit that power will only result in our own folly. We do not judge fully or rightly the hearts of men. Those who appeared most righteous may hold within their hearts deep unrepentant sin. Those who appeared most disrespectful and wanton might just be changed by a movement of the Holy Spirit. We need only pray and open our eyes. Miracles never cease.