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The lightness of the morning,

unencumbered;

the sun alighting

the unforeseen snow

buffeting the house;

the reeds bending, slightly

beneath their glorious burdens,

the weeping canes

of the blackberries

is something, is all, is peace.

It is great to see beauty in great things.

It is greater to see beauty in lesser things;

to see majesty stretched

upon the leaf, the stone,

the silhouetted tree;

to see the scroll of the infinite

sketched upon the simple

and sublime;

Divine artistry on humble display.

I have fought

with the soul of a mathematician

to qualify and quantify,

to craft and create.

Now, with permission,

I may observe

the robin in flight,

the wisp of cloud,

with the mind of the poet

cataloging the rising sun,

the steam rising

from the mug of tea,

the strands of my daughter's hair

with thankfulness

and purpose,

content not in utility

but in beauty 

and communion.

The untarnished

drifts

sparkle as gems 

under a clear sky,

painting the world

impossibly white

-- an inescapable purity,

an echo.

Then it is gone,

a moment unsustainable,

incalculable

but bound forever

in its beauty

in its memory

that I may rise

with thankfulness.

New Economy (1804)

Penny for a pound

that tied the sheaves.

Penny for a pound

of the people's pride.

Penny for a pound,

men bound to serve.

Penny for a pound

thirty thousand strong

each month to pay such price,

no more to smile

before the gaping maw of a new economy.

imaginary man

along edges of twilight, those

ethereal barriers

the air is

alive with ghostly metallic

rattles like old machines;

wheels and axles.

the shadows waver,

in the air

lingers the sickly-sweet

scent of overripe fruit.

a wildness

each morning
while the pale thickness of night
lays still upon the land
the voices of discord
rise and fall, the shrill
sounding of depths unplumbed
and unwelcome.
transient anxieties bloom and spread,
the hallmark epidemics
of an information age.

but perhaps in a passing
glance or a waking dream we fly
and there unfolds a tapestry of wildness,
a wide bucolic expanse
of echoing freedom,
vast and encompassing;
verdant meadows ringed
by shadowed peaks and heavens
wherein soar all manner
of cloud and wing.
into such we flee
    nascent longings
finding here
consummation
beneath celestial sphere
where God and man meet
twixt sage and sky.
to this we are bound
with fetters agreeable;
glorious chains
pining for our summation
beneath the afternoon sun.

Schedule

receiving one's work schedule
brings validation to the hands
but ache to the heart.
it is creative endeavor
riddled with thistle and thorn.
provision's boon
and Adam's curse;
a galling mixture
of plenty and want.

The Procession

We traveled in close procession,

our heavy footsteps plodding through the moss and bracken,

over rotten logs til the stream welled before us

running swift and clear.

We lay our rods down on the soft grass, 

lowering ourselves into the cool water up to our thighs.

The current swirled in tiny eddies around our legs.

We said nothing but retrieved our rods and silently

selected our directions.

I turned downstream with deliberate intent

feeling the waters pressing in upon each footfall.

Before rounding the bend to a deep, shadowy run I looked back

and saw him adeptly flip out his line;

saw the fine spray reflecting in the morning's sun

like a thousand raindrops as the line curved back

then flicked effortlessly forward.

I watched only for a moment 

as he stripped the line fluidly

with hands born from a thousand such mornings

and a thousand such streams.

He took a measured step forward,

behind a toppled cedar still green with spring's growth,

and I saw him no more.

Yet lapping still against the soft undercut banks

were the reverberations

of his movements unseen 

through those rich, tannic waters.

The Blood, The Cross, The Spirit Leads

Come, come by the way of the blood.

Come to the throne of God,

by it alone are we welcomed,

by it alone redeemed.

By naught else are our souls reckoned.

By naught else are we received.

No act of will may gain purchase

no deed save surrender.

Reconciliation bought by

the precious blood of Christ.

May we rest in our position

as elect children of God.

The old man gathers round to mourn

the death of all he knew

for in the shadow of the cross

is our bright freedom found.

No effort born of strongest will

could right the barest part

for the fertile seed of sin

resides yet in our heart.

The cross has done what might could not;

has finished Adam's curse

for on it the old self has died

a new one finds its birth.

Though now in Christ we often try

to change ourselves for God

yet fruitless our efforts shall be

if we fail to yield to thee.

Lest we dwell in miserable state

of futility yet

us in humility repent

and surrender daily.

Let us admit our complete weakness

and let the Spirit lead

sublimating ourselves to this

only hope of vict'ry.

The blood, the cross, the Spirit leads

now and eternally,

in Christ alone our hope is found

from this earth to the next.