Friday, December 30, 2016

Beauty in Complexity

I’ve always been able to see the beauty of creation in the natural world. To me, I am able to see the artistry of God in the things he has surrounded humans with, soaring pines, brilliant sunsets, and loons drifting over misty northern lakes. In fact, many times I see humanity as intrusion into that beauty. Litter reminds me of the sinfulness and destructive tendencies of mankind. Even my own mind is a source of ‘sin pollution’ and anxiety. In that sense, when I hike I am echoing the actions of the Desert Fathers who sought out solitude to escape the excesses and sins of humanity. In this I have often struggled to see the beauty in humanity---struggled to see past the seemingly infinite evil and depravity that we are capable of. To watch the news, or even to experience a painful relationship gives one the impression that we are creatures of infinite entropy. Oh, I know there is great mystery in the fact that we, apart from the rest of creation, were created in God’s image, that we in some unquantifiable way echo some aspects of our Creator. Artistry is often cited as one of these. Yet even knowing this, I struggle to see the beauty in skyscrapers, or medical procedures, or even great art. The purity of mankind is always sullied by moral detritus. It is as if I witness mankind’s fall over and over. Instead, our interminable fallibility gnaws at me until I turn away from the headlines or indeed my own face in the mirror.


Tonight, however I felt a tremor of that beauty. I saw for an instant that human beings are impossibly complex with thoughts, dreams, motivations, and emotions that cannot be conveyed through speech, word, or any other creative endeavor fully (think of the thoughts that pass through your own mind and all of the memories and intentions that spawn them). The beauty of humanity or a beauty of humanity is in understanding the artistry in that complexity. That is a beauty of mankind, to see the intangible complexity glimpsed through conversation, through art, and through action. It is at least equal to the most complex symphony or beautiful wilderness vista. I cannot explain every connotation of being created in the image of our Creator, but I can say that there is artistry in our bones, brushstrokes of infinite precision mapping our minds. We can never know it fully in even the most intimate of relationships but we need to be driven on by that pursuit of beauty to grasp at the exposed strands and appreciate the wonder in them. Beyond all of our transgressions and misdeeds we are woven with strands of gorgeous Divine intent. Lord help me look past the grime, in others, and in myself. Help me never give up the pursuit of beauty in others. Help me do what it takes to see it. Every intricate strand is another praise of your infinite character.

Thursday, December 22, 2016

The Life of Maltbie Babcock

Maltbie Babcock found himself drawn to nature. During the week he was often found strolling what we now call Eighteenmile Creek or enjoying the region’s panoramic view of upstate New York and, in the distance, Lake Ontario. Babcock would set out along the Niagara Escarpment and while away the hours enjoying the surroundings and relishing in the created world.

All told, Maltbie needed the time away as well. He was a vivacious young clergyman who seemed well-suited to any endeavor. Before he entered the ministry in the Presbyterian Church he excelled at schooling, graduating from Syracuse University with highest honors in 1879. He was an avid athlete and competed at high levels in both swimming and baseball. After graduating Syracuse, Babcock enrolled at Auburn Theological Seminary, where, unsurprisingly, he excelled, receiving his degree in 1882.

Maltbie Babcock’s success and personal magnetism continued into the pulpit, first in a church in Lockport, New York and later at Brown Memorial Presbyterian Church in Baltimore, Maryland. He was known to have “an unusually brilliant intellect and stirring oratorical powers that commanded admiration.” He was known to have a luminously creative mind and often produced colorful turns of phrase during his sermons. A contemporary once remarked, “Dr. Babcock loved words. He was an imitable phrase maker. Some of his epigrams will certainly live. They are so pungent and pointed. He loved to turn old phrases and texts around, and show them in fresh and surprising contrasts.” His efforts were not limited to the pulpit though, but overflowed with compassion as well, as he led a fund-raising effort to assist Jewish refugees of anti-Jewish pogroms in the 1880s. He was, in his time, a rising star.

He became so sought after in fact, that in 1900 when he felt the call to ministry to Brick Presbyterian Church in New York City, the residents of Baltimore petitioned to keep him there. An article written for The New York Times even chronicled their efforts. In the end though, Babcock moved back to New York, likely enticed as much by the work of the Kingdom as for the land to which he was born.
In the spring of 1901 he took leave of the city and accompanied some friends on a trip to the Holy Lands. No doubt he relished walking in the footsteps of his Savior and marveled at the vivid landscapes. Perhaps he left footprints on the shore of the Sea of Galilee and peered out upon the waters where Peter, briefly, obeyed the call of the Lord to step out in faith. He saw the world as if anew and likely found deep inspiration both in this beautiful world and the proximity to Biblical events.

We have no record of his thoughts on the trip for, upon leaving Palestine, he and several of his fellow travelers became ill with “Mediterranean Fever” which is now known as brucellosis, a bacterial infection that induces muscle pain, profuse and undulating fevers, and notably, depression. This proved critical for, unbeknownst to most, the gregarious and enthusiastic young man had previously battled with mental illness and in the 1880s had been hospitalized for “nervous prostration” a contemporary euphemism for depression. These struggles, coupled with the effects of this disease proved too much for the bright shining clergyman. On May 18th, 1901, Maltbie Davenport Babcock committed suicide by slitting his wrist and ingesting mercuric chloride in Naples, Italy.

As his body was returned to the land that he so frequently loved to enjoy, those who knew him could only take solace in words of comfort he had once penned to a friend: “During these days of strain and suspense I have wished I could be a little help to you. I can tell you that at least, and pray that you may have, from God and your friends and your own heart, strength enough to get through a day at a time. … You cannot understand, or explain, but you know as well as I, that back of everything is God, and God is light,--- we shall see. And God is love--- we shall be satisfied. It may be a long while, but it will be worth waiting for. Trust Him all you can--- you will be glad you did.”
The man who once walked the fields and trails to draw near to his Creator was laid to rest at Oakwood Cemetery in Syracuse, New York. His body was buried beside the trees under whose shade he had once leisurely rested.

His widow Katherine, likely peered longingly out the windows of their home as if awaiting Maltbie’s return from one of his afternoon strolls. He would return no more. She would later publish some of his writings, poetry and sermons. But these surely brought little solace to the grieving woman. Her heart still yearned for her husband to walk back in the door, stomp the mud from his boots, and embrace her warmly. He often would tell her upon setting out that he was “going out to see the Father’s world.” Now he would see it no more in the flesh. Among the works Katherine published under the title, Thoughts for Every-Day Living, was a poem entitled, “My Father’s World.” The original poem had sixteen stanzas drawn from Psalms 33 and 50 but when close friend Franklin Sheppard arranged it as a hymn in 1915, he selected only three. Sheppard, who signed the work as “S.F.L” so as to not call attention to himself, changed the name, of course, to what we know it as today: “This Is My Father’s World”.

This hymn breathes from the heart of so many  of us still today when the troubles and strains of the world weigh heavy on our hearts and we long for the beauty of the created world to ease our burden. Perhaps now we can see in our minds, the land as Babcock did: the verdant forests of northern New York, stretching off to the horizon with the sun reflecting off the sliver-blue of Lake Ontario glittering in the autumn day.

This Is My Father’s World

This is my Father’s world,
And to my listening ears
All nature sings, and round me rings
The music of the spheres.
This is my Father’s world:
I rest me in the thought
Of rocks and trees, of skies and seas;
His hand the wonders wrought.

This is my Father’s world,
The birds their carols raise,
The morning light, the lily white,
Declare their maker’s praise.
This is my Father’s world,
He shines in all that’s fair;
In the rustling grass I hear him pass;
He speaks to me everywhere.

This is my Father’s world
O let me ne’er forget
That though the wrong seems oft so strong,
God is the ruler yet.
This is my Father’s world.
The battle is not done.
Jesus who died shall be satisfied,

And earth and heav’n be one.

Saturday, December 17, 2016

Top 10 Books of All Time

I often find myself saying things like: ‘that is one of my favorite books of all time’ but I’ve never really sat down to compile such a list. This week I did so and I thought I share it. (These are in no particular order).

-          East of Eden by John Steinbeck
o   My favorite of all Steinbeck’s work. The epic scope of the novel, astounding descriptions of the California landscape, and biblical allusions are just some of the reasons that I love it. Cathy’s character is so utterly evil.

-          Cannery Row by John Steinbeck
o   On a completely different note, Cannery Row (and its sequel Sweet Thursday) is light and heart-felt, telling the episodic stories of Steinbeck’s vagabonds.

-          The Space Trilogy (specifically Perelandra) by C.S. Lewis
o   In my opinion, the Space Trilogy ranks ahead of The Chronicles of Narnia in terms of interesting spiritual allusions. The portrayal of Venus as the counter point to the fall of mankind on Earth is particularly vivid.

-          The Lord of the Rings by J.R.R. Tolkien
o   No one need question my love of and devotion to this story which is broader in scope, plot, and fullness than most others especially in the fantasy genre.

-          The Road by Cormac McCarthy
o   While I am primarily drawn to McCarthy’s novels due to style. The reason why The Road jumps past Blood Meridian is the surprisingly hopeful light in which the author portrays the post-apocalyptic land.

-          The Nick Adams Stories by Ernest Hemingway
o   I’ve always preferred Hemingway’s short fiction to his novels. Nick Adams is Hemingway’s most enduring and self-reflective character. The fact that many of the early stories take place in Michigan is only icing on the cake.

-          To Kill a Mockingbird by Harper Lee
o   Amazingly I only read this for the first time last year. This novel presents the reality of racial divides and sin but does so with an unapproached hopeful perspective.

-          Freedom in Simplicity by Richard Foster
o   In thinking of non-fiction works that I return to over and over, Freedom in Simplicity has been underlined more than any other. I find myself returning to it to feel again the simplicity and purity of the gospel when everything else around feels complicated and chaotic.

-          Walden by Henry David Thoreau
o   The way Thoreau manages to draw deep thoughts from simple observations in the natural world is remarkable.

-          The Martian Chronicles by Ray Bradbury

o   As a lover of the short form fiction, Bradbury’s collection of loosely related short stories about the colonization of Mars both intrigues me and gives me hope for my own fiction.

Wednesday, December 14, 2016

The Faithfulness of Abraham's God

Most of the time when we think of Abraham, we do so in the context of his faith. This is quite a natural response since both Paul and the author of Hebrews spend a lot of time emphasizing it. However, as we’ve been reading through the book, what has stood out to me is not Abraham’s faith but rather the faithfulness of Abraham’s God.

We meet Abraham as he is chosen by God, through no inherent justification of his own, to be the father of a great nation that would in turn bless the world. What we see after is a sequence of events demonstrating that this God was so faithful to His promise that He remains true in spite of Abraham repeatedly relying upon human logic to produce an heir (Ishmael) and save his wife (twice). Through it all God remained faithful because God IS faithful. It is an inexorable part of his nature. Not only does he forgive Abraham, but He remains so faithful to His promise that He blesses everyone associated with Abraham: Ishmael (who was not the promised child, yet still became the patriarch of nations), Lot, and even Lot’s daughters (who also produce nations through disreputable and decidedly un-family friendly means). In spite of these questionable circumstances, the Lord blessed them all because He had promised to bless Abraham. The Lord is so faithful that He will not (cannot) go back on his promise.

While it would be easy to apply this verse to show that God is forgiving of our failings (and this is not wrong), I believe there is a deeper truth here, and it involves who God is at the very core of His being. God is not simply faithful, He IS faithfulness. It is an inseparable aspect of His character.

Whether we acknowledge it or not, our actions are the direct result of our beliefs. By beliefs, I don’t mean truths to which we intellectually assent but rather the things we believe at the core of our being. If we believed, at the deepest level, that the Lord was faithful without limitation, how much more would our lives bear the fruit of obedience? How much richer would our faith be? How much less would doubt, insecurity, and complaining tempt us? These are just a few things to think about as we prepare to celebrate the ultimate fulfilment of God’s promise to bless the nations through Abraham’s descendants---Jesus’ incarnation.